Irritated/ Blabble

I know I am well overdue for a post I am running out of ideas on what to post. I have been working on my paper so that has been something that I guess could talk about. I have made the argument that letergical dance and sign language have little to do with PACS besides the fact that they are just Art and Craft related. After class on Monday Evening the 26th I was in fact freaking out a bit I don't know if it had to do with what class discussion was about which made me want to run. Or I was just having one of those moments where everything was getting on my nerves I get like that sometimes but I just happen to notice it more I dont know if it was because I was thinking of all the stuff I should have done and I did not do over break or the stuff i did do instead of doing other things. Well in any event today is more so the same my paper has not gone any further it seems like it is at a standstill and it is due in three weeks?? I don't know. I have started to think alot about what am I going to do after PCAD? One thing I think would be good is a change in pace. Also I have been contemplating on talking with someone on some of the ideas that I have been reflecting upon. I guess I have been sort of doing a "soul search" me verses the inner and outer world. In other words possibly going to the sterotypical room of a pshycologist. I think it is overdue and some of my ideas need to be straightened up. I know getting back into a proper church schedule would probably be good and a social life cause I have been only doing school come home school sleep since middle school. Well sorry for the babble I should have a better post in the next few days about my paper and things that I have been reading upon. Honestly right now nothing is really sparking my light bulb so to speak.